I don't know how to share this story without crying. And it's not really even my story to tell- except it was a part of our lives... which makes it a part of our story- and that's what my blog is all about. It's about us. All of us.
My brother and sister in law recently had quadruplets. Four gorgeous, healthy babies. Until one of them wasn't. The littlest girl, Lexi, suffered from a brain bleed and passed away this last week. And I have never before experienced grief so raw. Not just my own- but in watching my brother and his wife... We suffered because they suffered.
I have encountered and suffered through some pretty intense experiences in my 31 years- and I have wanted to take pain away from my babies when I saw them hurt- but I have never wanted so badly to take away such emotional anguish.
I sat and watched my brother and sister in law struggle with this and I have come away with so much awe. I could never have handled the situation the way that they did. They are such rocks and have such strength in each other and so much trust in the Lord and His plan. I am in, well... awe.
We attended the funeral for baby Lexi this weekend, and laid to rest a body of someone that was too perfect for this world. I look forward to the time when we will meet again and I will get a chance to get to know my niece and to know her purpose on the other side of the veil. Love you baby girl.
2 comments:
Oh Jess, no words can express how sorry I am for your family's loss. How utterly heartbreaking and tragic. All I can say is that at least your family is so full of love and faith that you can help take care of each other. But still, the death of a baby... It doesn't get more sad. Sending healing thoughts and support your way.
-Dana
Jess, you are so good with the written word. It sums up my feelings so well. If there was anyway to take the hurt away from Dave and Nat, I would do that. It was so painful. I think you and your siblings are a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for.
Thank goodness for an eternal plan!!!
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